Fight

My mantra was fight, fight and fight some more
Fight back every demon luring you into his ways
but even then, I didn’t know what I was fighting for,
or towards

and in fighting, sometimes I’d win
and I’d have a hard time believing it

When you’ve been fighting for too long
and you finally win, you can’t believe it
and you don’t know what to do with it

Other times, I’d feel feel that am fighting
to push people away from me
and I’d only stop convinced
that they won’t leave on their own

I’d keep fighting them until
they’d promised to always fight with me.

~Misfit ~