Empty

They think I have my life altogether.
Truth is, I’m just an empty body.
An empty soul,
Nothing more than a frozen heart,
cast into the snow and scathed by rejection.
I’m crushed. My mind has gone into a blur,
Everything is in a daze
And I’m so out of touch with my senses
I take a good look at myself in the mirror,
It’s been years since I liked what I saw there
I hate the reflection,
I hate the person looking back at me,
Even as I look one more time
It seems I’m just another stranger to myself.
I have suffered,
Tortured even in the depths of hell for eternities,
I’m not living
Barely even surviving,
I’m just trying my best
To make it out of here.

~Misfit ~