Fine Thread

I listened to the words she spewed
with a cool logical expression

and that had to be the first thing someone said to me
that left me completely speechless and numb
as all the words struck me like lightening,

I’d been called rude, stubborn, selfish before
even a faker, a troublemaker,
Never a whore,
Never a desperate bitch,

It made me angry
My eyes blazing with a fire so foreign
on my normally calm friendly face,

I hadn’t realized that this was going to be the final event
that would cause me to snap,

That the fine thread I’d been so carefully treading on would break,

That my actions would be my damnation,
That they’d lead me to fire
and I would wish for death later that day.

She made me do this!!!.

~Misfit ~